late Merry Christmas to everyone and ealy Happy New year~

Hey guys, it's doveinsky/ egosun. Thanks for my buddy dakkisoh's care for my page while I was away. And thank you for visiting here>_< I hate myself, I haven't drawed anything satisfying through this year, I was so weak, can't forgive myself. I sometimes doubt my sanity, despressed, despair and desperate. Just can't help myself. Hope you don't mind my crappy rambling. At least I have something to submit now.

I had a trip in Japan these days. That's really really a wonderland，and got my GG2 overtune artbook If you are a fan of anime Japan is your best choice among all places of interestXD

I've just finished my Guility Gear doujinshi, thanks to my friends' inspiration I climbed up from the abyss named laziness and depress囧
I don't mind whether it will be a good sale or not, I have a lot fun drawing it. Manga is more interesting and chanllenging than single illus. It's a good way to unleash my negtive thinkings, feeling much better now~

See you next time =3=

石渡太辅太伟大了>_<
my sweetist doodling buddy
珍贵的同人男the one and only

Hi guys!

This is dakkisoh. I will take care of 's account for a while until she come back. She is busy to work on her managa and game. The only thing i can help her is submitting arts here.

I must say thank you everyone for who left comments, added fav. Thank you so much and I'm so glad for your visiting and supporting!! >w< Much appreciated



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Above please find egosun's Journal
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sigh~ Long time no update, hope you guys haven't forgot me yet.

I bought many books about art learning and started to build up some basic skills. Most are anantomy and perspective, that sucks. I wanted to continue my manga, and I found I lack too much, like background, architecture, and I can never solve anatomy well, many many... I practiced and practiced, but seems Law of Great Number and Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility prevails LOL Maybe My method was wrong, or maybe the amount of practice hasn't been enough. I should take it easy, drawing is for fun, I doodling to relax. Thanks to so many friends who support me and give me courage when I feel frustrated. I will go on with my doodling life. For the sake of love and dream.

btw, I got the new Guilty Gear artwork book, so happy!!! 石渡太辅太伟大了>_<
my sweetist doodling buddy
珍贵的同人男the one and only

Hi guys!

I apologize for my English and using egosun's account to write this journal, because I want more people see it! I already got her consent, and if there is any question, please dont be angey with egosun. I did this!

by dakkisoh

Study history, not the media. The truth is not to be found in the television broadcast.

We are all just fooled around by the media which is trying to tell us the so-called truth.

But Chinese people aren't weak no more.
No sympathy for us.
We fight for respect and dignity.

When we were seen as "Sick Men from East Asia", we were called The Peril.
When we strived to get stronger, we are called The Threat.
When we closed our doors to the world, you forced them open with drugs and guns.
When we finally embraced Free Trade, you blame us for taking away your jobs.
When we were falling apart, you marched in your troops and robbed us blind.
When we put the broken pieces back together again, "Free Tibet" you screamed, it was an invasion!
So, we tried Communism, you hated us for being Communists.
Then we learned from Capitalism, you hated us for being Capitalists.
When we had a billion people, you said "The planet is starving."
So we tried to limit our population, you said it was Human Rights Abuse.
When we were poor, you thought we were dogs.
When we loan you cash, you blame us for your debts.
When we build our industries, you blame us for global warming.
When we sell you goods you can afford, you blame us for dumping inferior products.
When we buy oil, you called that exploitation and assisting genocide.
When you fight for oil, you called that Liberation of Its People.
When we were lost in chaos and rampage, you wanted Rules of Law for us.
When we uphold our law and order against violence, you called that Violating Human Rights.
When we were silent, you said we have No Free Speech.
When we are now silent no more, you say we are merely "Brainwashed".
"Why do you hate us so much?" We asked.
"No" You answered, "We don't hate you."
Truth is we really don't hate you either, but do you understand us?
"Of course we do" You said, "We have BBC, CNN and AFPs."
So we ask you now "What do you really know and want from us?"
And "Why do you find it so hard to accept us?"

Because we are gettin stronger n stronger with the speed u can't even imagine.

Yea,some of us are brainwashed.
So what?
When you are thinkin of that, how do you know that you are NOT?
Just like what i told you before,WE R ALL FOOLED AROUND BY THE MEDIA.

What a pathetic world

I have no intention to provoke a quarrel, but I love my country, and i have to fight back sometimes.
In china, we have a proverb is called "三人成虎"

Three people spreading reports of a tiger makes you believe there is one around. Yes! A repeated slander makes others believe.
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The most famous example is how Jehnnd was burned to death by her own people, and by those she sacrifices herself to save.

However, the history proved that Jehnnd was a heroines. She could not be understood because She much too greater to be understood, or she was too great that people of their time would do everything to denigrate them because they were just too jealous.

Tibet is part of China? A US government 1944 film. The US shooting its own foot.
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What is human Rights. Did u guys call attacking a disabled girl human Rights?
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using part of picture to tell people the fake ture?How some foreign media manipulate the evidence of Tibet! DID U CALL THAT Human Rights? Democracy? Right! Right! U call that FREEDOM!!!!
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During the interview with Chinese Ambassador, CTV inserted the video clip of Nepali policemen to "demonstrate" that the Chinese Ambassador was lying.

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VIDEO : 2008 Tibet (Lhasa) Riot, the Truth and Lies
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Video: We have nothing to fear!
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CNN used another country Riots photo as call Ambulance as police car? using Nepal Police(We dont have this kind army uniform!!!),Please!! Have u been in China before??? Almost people even distinguish clearly the difference between Asians!
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Free Tibet, wait, where is Tibet? Do u know it, Please see this video, do u really know it?
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The right side are real Chinese policemen. The left side actually happened in Nepal
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Actually happened in Nepal
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Unrest in... Tibet???
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Eyewitness account of violence between protesters and police in Tibet
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Why did u insert the video clip of Nepali policemen to "demonstrate" that the Chinese Ambassador???? Because u could not find a Chinese Police doing that!!!
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Why Youtube deleted this??
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April 6,2008 :Chinese peaceful protest and assembly in Toronto (long video )you never see on BBC
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dalai lama call this is peace which his group did in tibet two weeks ago, he said 100 dead? but who attacked whom???
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Thank u so much! Much appreciated for taking time to read it!


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Above please find egosun's Journal
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sigh~ Long time no update, hope you guys haven't forgot me yet.

I bought many books about art learning and started to build up some basic skills. Most are anantomy and perspective, that sucks. I wanted to continue my manga, and I found I lack too much, like background, architecture, and I can never solve anatomy well, many many... I practiced and practiced, but seems Law of Great Number and Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility prevails LOL Maybe My method was wrong, or maybe the amount of practice hasn't been enough. I should take it easy, drawing is for fun, I doodling to relax. Thanks to so many friends who support me and give me courage when I feel frustrated. I will go on with my doodling life. For the sake of love and dream.

btw, I got the new Guilty Gear artwork book, so happy!!! 石渡太辅太伟大了>_<
my sweetist doodling buddy
珍贵的同人男the one and only

sigh~ Long time no update, hope you guys haven't forgot me yet.

I bought many books about art learning and started to build up some basic skills. Most are anantomy and perspective, that sucks. I wanted to continue my manga, and I found I lack too much, like background, architecture, and I can never solve anatomy well, many many... I practiced and practiced, but seems Law of Great Number and Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility prevails LOL Maybe My method was wrong, or maybe the amount of practice hasn't been enough. I should take it easy, drawing is for fun, I doodling to relax. Thanks to so many friends who support me and give me courage when I feel frustrated. I will go on with my doodling life. For the sake of love and dream.

btw, I got the new Guilty Gear artwork book, so happy!!! 石渡太辅太伟大了>_<
my sweetist doodling buddy
珍贵的同人男the one and only

Thanks to my dear partner I fell in love with KH2. And in the last month, I doodled so happily, all is KH fanart~ I cried when drawing the sad scene while I can't restrain a smile when drawing a funny one. zuowen started her new job yesterday, and I'm already missing herT_T I wonder when I became such a emotional one. I'm not the type fall in love easily. But I really feel can't leave zuowen or KH now. I'm not homo, although I love BL and I draw a lot BL stuf OTL
Just kidding

I've finished KH2, and then I succeded in downloading KH1, how luckyXD. I love the KH2 storyline, and I find KH1 is thrilling too. And most of all, Riku is so hot, mysterious and dark. When Sora failed to catch his offered hand, I felt my heart ache again. I knew there is a bad future waiting for them, seperated, far away form each other. Although I saw the happy end of KH2, I still feel so pity.

I will start working in a AD company tomorrow. I'm afraid I will be too busy to doodle anymore.(I used to doodle a lot during work hours)
I'm spoiled by my last job, or maybe had been spoiled long long ago by my parents. There will be a lot of work overtime....I even feel a bit scaredOTL The worst possibility is that I maybe quit the new job in no more than 1 month, yes that's the highest record among all my probations. My recent job is another story, a fairytale. I'm too ashamed to tell, all play and no work. But I didn't want myself die slowly as a lazy bum, so I decided to change the enviroment. I will try, if I failed I would come back and practice on drawing harder.

My drawing partner
The studio
My friends